Taking Pictures in a Lonely Apartment at 5AM

Body doesn't even have the decency to wake you up at golden hour, so you use your apartment's harsh white lights overhead. You really should do other, more productive things than awkwardly balancing your phone on a stack of items to take pictures at different angles, but you have no useful thoughts in your brain, and honestly, you're kind of afraid of what will pop up if you actually try to examine your current situation. Or maybe this piece is actually called something like "Feeling Myself" instead and has a shorter, much more enigmatic description.