Wonder

I am finding in my reality that the mirrors that I have, are having a huge impact on what I manifest in my world. I put something out into the world and I get all these people with different perceptions of me and my work and that gets put out into the universe. It is like moving the herd. People in the public eye have to deal with this all the time. Every little thing we do gets blown way out of proportion. I have to look at myself and decide what do I think will work and who do I go to for advice. Do I go to someone who is successful or someone who is not. I find I am engaging with my new world and my old world. They are clashing with each other. At some point I will have to let the old world go. This is how Carlos Casteneda did it. I just left his old world behind. I need to start becoming successful in the monetary world to create my dream. I need to get into galleries and engage with the world at large. How do I enter into the global dream. How do I go big. That is the question. Everyone here sees me as so small. As I fill my heart with love I allow myself to expand. Expand into the world. To come form the heart. To feel the world threw my heat. A lot of it is still pain. Some of it is love. To unify from the heart is a powerful way to have presence. The challenge is to not become a puddle on the floor.