Must not be Complacent

I step into the twilight Do I see myself Do I know myself Or continue the fantasy To see what I want to see To see what is in my circle of Experience What is the difference If I am not aware, is it there Can something creep up on me But then I must have given it permission Or it couldn’t be there That means part of me is aware The spirit personality get played with as a puppet Yet other parts of me hold the strings I can say it is all me Or I can say it is God Is it about taking responsibility Responsibility for being born when I have To my parents To the Karma of my people Do we evolve it or keep taking on bigger chunks “God why have you forsaken me” Jesus Even though he knew what was going to happen. A moment of pity perhaps. Where do I cry and say, how can this be my fault Yet here we are The number of times I have herd “art is in the eyes of the beholder” Where do I not want to take responsibility for what I like and do not like The Ego wants recognition Fame sells Can I turn this into controlled folly Do I really want to live my life as a lie Love Am I here to know this To love myself To love and have tolerance for all of humanity I am taught to hate no one Total forgiveness That is freedom in this place To forgive Who I Am Shaun Gamache